Monday, October 19, 2009
This weekend was a pretty unique weekend, by unique I mean frustrating. Shit kept getting messed up, I'd have plans one night and they'd flop then I was suppose to go out but wasn't allowed. By the end of it I was getting frustrated in my head I was like "Damn another weekend down the drain." So Saturday night rolls around and I'm staying in because we didn't end up going to the ski and snowboard show or my buddies concert so I'm telling my bro whats happened and he's like shit man that sucks. So I'm chilling at home and one of my friends, this really cool girl I know texts me with something like "Still down for a walk in a bit" Because me n her usually take sick walks :) and I'm like yeah I'm so down, at this point everything else had been canceled so I'm using this also as a chance to get out of the house. But she said an hour n a half and I was bored right now. Well my bduddy who we'll leave nameless calls me and is like "yooo were going over to scruffys," which is a pub close by. I'm walking with them n such and he tells me he tried a little bit of the stuff he was giving me for my night being ruined. And well they were all having lots of fun and enjoying all their surrounds so I thought "I am going to show them the sweetest place in the world." This place is my utopia I go there only when I'm alone or with 1 girl. It's a really quiet peaceful place you know? Well they loved this place we all agreed it was a sweet place, also I made them agree not to tell anyone about it.. I want it to stay my place :)
Later on in the night I arrived back at my place only to try out the stuff my buddy gave me. So I throw on my black light, toss in drawn together season 2 and lay down in my bed and watch. Now listen I could try to describe all the things that I saw.. But its not worth it because unless your the one seeing it. It's not as good! :P Anyways, I know this wasn't the most interesting one but I hadn't posted in awile so I just felt like doing that
~Kingers corner 7
Monday, August 31, 2009
Since my blogs have just been talkin about the troubles of my life recently I'm going to show to you a poem i wrote a little bit back. It's kind of old and shitty, but I personally like it.
The two of them walk hand in hand
Nothing behind them but a still whisper
He slowely said the last words of the night
“I love you”
She was swallowed into the darkness
Never to be seen again
The one girl he cared about
Never to be seen again
He let out a faint cry, a name
He screamed out this time
He then saw her ahead
he ran faster and faster
but she wasn’t coming closer
then again she was gone
the creeping darkness took him over
the moonlight shone later on
all that was left was a shadow
that boy was gone
Tell me what you think it means, and my next blog I'll tell you what i was tryin to represent by it
~Kingers corner 6
Thursday, August 20, 2009
~Kingers corner 5
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Before i left, i talked to my brother and pretty much told him to keep me updated let me know whats what. He called me up and let me know that my parents didn't give a shit that i was leavin the house, and infact they told him to tell me, that if i didn't come home tonight that i couldn't come home at all. I sucked it up and went home, Not right away of coarse, but when i was good n ready. So i got in and they didn't say i single word to me, I just went to my room because of that and just sat down. Then my sis comes in and tells me they said they wanted to talk now. We had a conversation, that im not going to explain because thats between me and my parents, But long story short. As we speak there deciding whether to kick me out of my house or not. I obv dont want them to, Not for the fact i needa live at home, that doesn't matter to me at all, but for the simple fact i wouldn't be able to advance my life if i did, wouldn't go to school, wouldn't start work and just generally would just be surviving from that point on.
I guess thats it for my blog today, i just wanted to let you know whats been going down today.
~Kingers corner 4
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I wake up at about 2 today, to find out my mom and my sister are goin up to my grandparents and she tells me my dads goin up too. So im like sweet house to myself ( as i mentioned before i can't take my parents) Then when they leave i look at my phone and see missed call "____" I'm not goin to use any other names then mine in this blog. To protect their secrecy of corase. Well me and this person usually hang out in my garage and do illegal things :) And today as were doin it, i'm actually playing the N64 which we have setup in our garage I see my dad! Yeah thats right, my dad pulls up. My mom forgot to mention that He was going to stop home from work then go up.
I run inside, of coarse thats not bait at all, and go up to my room. I grab my visine outta my bag, in a desperate last minuite attempt to cover it. I dont hear anything at the door for a little but, im thinking hmm thats suspicious. Then like 5-10 mins after i hear my Dad storm upstairs! He asks to smell my breath, and by this point i knew i was fucked so i was like sure w/e. And then he goes, were you "doing illegal things"(we'll put this there for liablity issues) in the garage, and i'm like yeah, so he starts ranting, a conversation which ill leave out for pure respect for my dad, because the things i said made him speachless. Then by the end of it he was like, Who do you get it from? And pressuring me, and i was like Dad i'm NOT goin to tell you so just chill. And he goes, Ok tell me or get out of my house. Obviously bluffing my parents dont want me to leave. I say ok as stern as i possibly can, so i go to my room and pack my bag consisting of; A sweater, my work uniform, and a book in my big pocket. And of coarse the usual contents of my little pocket. Then i went straight for the one thing i needed. No not clothes, my guitar. I packed my guitar, my song book, my tuner, a couple picks and my capo. As i'm about to look for a bag for clothes i hear my brother talking to my dad, And hes good, my brother's always defended me in the toughest situations, i guess thats why were so tight. And it ends up, with my dad coming up to me and telling me, not to leave and were goin to hide it from my mother. My brother saved the day once again. I dont know whats instore for me later tonight, maybe another interesting blog post for you guys. But i know i 100% was ready to move out on them.
~Kingers corner 3
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I'm goin to share with you something i found that i had written.... Hm i dont know when, but i wrote it to describe how life is, and why everyone should just relax and go with what happens
" we end where we end, we travel across a line to our destination. But its not like a straight line, but more or less a string? that keeps gettin bumped around. each bump makes us go down a different path, but we still will eventaully get there" Not the best written piece i've gotta say, but still the point is clear. What happens happens, we may not always be goin in the same direction, or in the same area. But the things in our life that will happen, well there goin to happen and theres not much we can do to change it. Grab a beer pull up a chair, and just go with the flow :)
~Kingers Corner 2
Monday, August 10, 2009
"Life is never as good as it seems, when your down you never think your going to be up again and when your up its never as good as it seems" That was said by a character in the movie Blow. I took it to heart, when i origionally heard that line because i could connect with it so well. I have a pretty constant life pattern, i live a great life, everything will work out, things will come my way, i'll even get closer to a person i hadn't before. And then there will be times when my life just feels so shitty, to the point where ( not recently) have been drawn to suicidial points. Which gets me thinking usually, and i realize that there could be so many people out there who send off this fake version of them, pretending their happy and living an awsome life. When really they're more depressed then the rest of us. I used to think as a kid, that everyone was living a happy perfect life, maybe because at that age i was entertained by anything, I was a foolish kid. I've grown up alot since then and have some to realize, just how shitty a place this world is. Not the world itself but just the shit that happens in it. Wow i guess i should probably get to the point. Anything can happen to us in this world and we just need to make the best out of it, when your on a good streak in life, enjoy it dont worry about things that may bring you down, just enjoy the little bit of happiness your given because it could stay forever or it could be gone the next day. And if your on a bad streak, tough it out, realize that shit will change eventually. Your havin a bad month? Maybe the next 3 will be amazing to make up for it. "don't worry, be happy" and im not even going to quote that, you better know who said that.
I actually have a theory to end this blog with, I came up with it little bit back. It has to do with global warming, believe me when i say i know its not true. But its a possiblity right? So what im saying is you know how the theory for global warming is green house gasses and such. Well i think that could be wrong, maybe its just the rotation of the Sun around the earth is fucked up, so every year the sun rotates around the earth abit more each time, making the sun become closer and farther away each time. The result? Colder winters and hotter summers. So far the change in the world seem to relflect my theory on it. This is also why i think 2012 is predicted to be our death year, maybe thats the year that the mayans figured it out we'd become to close to the sun to survive. This could all be made up bull shit (infact it probably is) but still, i guess it'll give you something to think about when you finish reading this and are bored again.
~Kingers corner 1